The Weekly Sign-Out
~a documentation of my clinical rotation experience~
weeks 11-20
Weeks 19-20: January 3 - 16
two-thousand-and-twenty-one
The Highs: ​
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Critical Reflections & Professional Career Development Course
- Passed my Surgery Shelf!
- Started writing up my research with Dan and Kevin​
- Saw Michael!
- Had some OMT done
- First Diversity and Inclusion session of a 4-part series
The Lows:
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Stressed about preparing for residencies and audition rotations
Overall rating of the weeks: 9/10
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The year began with a mandatory Critical Reflections & Professional Career Development Course, directed by Dr. Michels and Dr. Hudgins. What so many of us initially thought was going to be an unproductive use of our time turned into a fantastic opportunity to learn, reflect, and grow. I so enjoyed every lesson every day. We were able to explore our values, look deep into ourselves to find what makes us resilient, and to face our own demons and fears through creative expression. This gave me the time to think about all the things that happened last year, to process through things that I hadn't given myself time to process, and ultimately come out in a better headspace, truly ready to mentally tackle this upcoming semester. One of our assignments was to creatively express what our values are. I've attached my work below!
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I took my Surgery shelf on the 8th, and found out I passed with a great percentile the following Monday. What a RELIEF! I was so happy!
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Over Winter Break, Kevin reached out to me to ask if I was thinking about re-opening our research project and to start seriously writing it up. This was actually something that I had on my plate for awhile, and something that I did want to see to completion. I was able to contact Dan and David, and Dan also said he was interested in finishing our project. Once I passed my shelf exam, the three of us, Dan, Kevin, and I, got down to business and punched out our results and methods sections in a week! We met for about an hour every day to work on this, and I'm so proud of the momentum we had and the work we were able to accomplish. We also met with Dr. Zapata to ask him to rejoin our project and help us with our statistical analysis again, which he was more than happy to do. Hopefully, by the next couple of months, a complete first draft will be done, and we can start editing and submitting our paper for publication!
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I went down to Parker to see my fiancé for the first time since before Thanksgiving! It was so good to catch up and exchange Christmas gifts! He cooked a fantastic dinner using the Ninja Grill that I got him for Christmas, and we watched a few shows that we really needed to catch up on.
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On Monday, I also participated in the first installment of the Diversity and Inclusion series workshop on Implicit Bias. We heard from Dr. Leslie Zorwick who addressed how we can identify our own implicit biases and how to channel these into strengths. So many of my younger African-American colleagues shared about their own experiences, receiving prejudice or bias against them, and ultimately the discussion ended with us recognizing that RVU and we still have a lot of work to do, but we are a work-in-progress, and we cannot lose that momentum. I was totally humbled by the courage my peers had to speak about their own inherent biases, and together, we commiserated and grew together that evening. I'm so looking forward to the next installment, happening on Jan. 25!
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I'm super excited to start my psychiatry rotation on Monday; I'll be with Dr. Al-Adsani (aka, Dr. Patty), who is a child and adolescent psychiatrist! I've heard phenomenal things about her from my class, so I have high hopes for the next two weeks of this rotation.
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Finally, I received my first dose of the Coronavirus Vaccine! I was able to get the Moderna injection on Saturday. So far, no adverse reactions or flu-like symptoms, just a pretty sore arm! I get my second dose in mid-February. Hooray for science! Also, what an honor to be considered in the 1B group to receive the vaccine. Hoping that this means we are one step closer to "normalcy", and that more lives will be saved.
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My Values - Critical Reflections and Professional Development Course
January 8, 2021
Weeks 17-18: December 20 - January 2
two-thousand-and-twenty/one!
The Highs: ​
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Winter break & the end of 2020!
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Seeing my parents
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Meeting my half-brother for the first time in over 20 years
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Palm trees and sunshine
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My dad's cooking... omg.
- Hannah visits!
- Seeing family from a distance
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The Lows:
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Studying for my shelf exam
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Some off-days with my brother
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Not seeing my fiance for the first holiday since we've been together
Overall rating of the Winter Break: 8/10
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Just a short post of a summary of my winter break! I took Millie (my sweet kitty) home with me for the first time. My mom absolutely loved her and doted on her so much.
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It was an absolute JOY to see my parents again. I missed them so much since I hadn't seen them for an entire year! My dad was so excited to see me too. I couldn't help but give him the biggest hug as soon as I saw him. I know I probably shouldn't have, and I tried so hard to resist, but we both needed it. When my mom came to pick me up from the airport, I was SO happy to see her too. It's funny, you don't realize exactly how much you miss your parents until you see them again after a long time.
My brother was interesting. He seemed well-behaved when I first met him, but oh boy did we end up having our differences later on. It took me a long while to realize he was probably having a manic episode while I was home. However, it wasn't until I returned back to Colorado and started my psychiatry rotation that this epiphany occurred. He was pleasant enough, but I so empathize with my parents for having to take care of him and handle all of his mental health issues. I'm beginning to think he has schizoaffective disorder, but having a label on his diagnosis is a mute point. What matters is that he's being properly treated for all of his psychiatric illnesses.
My neighborhood is so beautiful and GREEN. I definitely took for granted how gorgeous California is. I'm extremely blessed to live in the area that I do, with all its amenities, safety, and palm trees! 100% I want to come back and settle down there. Nothing beats good ol' Camarillo.
Having fresh sashimi for the first time in a year, I could have CRIED. I didn't notice the difference too much when I was eating sushi in Colorado, but holy cow there's no comparison to my dad's sashimi and sashimi from any restaurant in Colorado. My dad also made sukiyaki udon for Christmas dinner -- one of my absolute favorites! So delicious!
Hannah, my lovely, amazing, talented, intelligent roommate, came to visit for the last 4-5 days of break! We took a touristy walk through my favorite places in Korean-town (eating really good Kbbq, bingsu, and boba), buying some Korean cosmetics from the Ktown Galleria, and doing some more shopping in Little Tokyo. We visited Hollywood Blvd and she introduced me to Miniso, and we took lots of photos at the Dolby Theatre. Amaaazing! All while being extra safe with our N95 masks and hand sanitizer. The second day, I drove her down to the iconic UC Santa Barbara, my alma mater, and we ate the most amazing Pho, and rented bikes and went all around my campus. We finished the day with McConnell's ice cream and a stroll along the UCSB beach. So in LOVE. The only disappointment was that Isla Vista looked more drab than I had remembered it, likely due to the huge homeless population now. My dad was most excellent by making the BEST Japanese katsu-curry rice for us for dinner. Hannah was just so in love with my dad's cooking. And I was too!
Over break, I spent quite a bit of time studying for my surgery shelf exam. I paid extra attention to high yield topics, reviewing my UWorld incorrects, and doing practice exams. The date for my exam was coming up on Jan. 8, so I needed to be ready to pass it when it came around. No way did I want to fail that two month rotation! The stress of having to study for it definitely got to me though, but Hannah was there to make sure that I was still having fun and enjoying parts of my break.
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I loved getting to see some other family while I was home too -- Auntie Linda and Uncle Bob did a drive-by and I got to see them for about 10 minutes while keeping a physical 6-foot distance from them. I also got to see my favorite person EVER - Jess and her husband Patrick, on my break. They came over for a gift exchange, and then I got to see both them and Jess's dad and step-mom at the restaurant for dinner another day of the week. It was just SO good seeing them; Jess has literally been my person since my day 1, and she's one of my biggest role models in life.
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This break was much too short. I felt like I didn't get enough time with my parents at ALL. I didn't get to do all the things I wanted to do with them, but we made some great memories that will refill my tank and get me through this next semester. Until next time, California!
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UCSB, My parents, Hannah, and the Pacific Ocean
Winter Break 2020!
Week 16: December 13 - 19
two-thousand-and-twenty
The Highs: ​
- Great feedback from Dr. Hostetler
- Flying HOME to California!
The Lows:
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No surgery days this week
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Last week of OB-GYN!
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Shelf exam
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Clinic alllllll week
Overall rating of the week: 7/10
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This was my last week of my OB-GYN rotation! I'm actually pretty upset by this, not because I loved it so much I want to become an OB now, but because I'm going to miss all the fantastic people I've met and gotten to work with this month. Seriously, all of the MAs that work at the clinic are so sweet and helpful. Heather was gone this week, so everyone kind of helped out to cover for her. Wednesday I had completely off because unfortunately, Dr. Hostetler wasn't feeling well the day before, so she decided to cancel her clinic and rest. This was good because I also ended up coming down with a terrible migraine that day, and don't know how I would've made it through clinic with a pounding head. Unfortunately though, that meant I lost most of the day and wasn't able to study.
On Thursday, my official last day, I surprised everyone by having Crumbl cookies delivered. All day, the MAs and Dr. Hostetler had been telling me that I was the best student they've ever had, and that they were going to miss me so much. I gave Dr. Hostetler her thank you card, since she was letting me leave after morning clinic so I could study, and gave her a huge hug. She said if I needed a letter of recommendation, she'd be thrilled to write me one, and to reach out to her when the time comes. I asked her for feedback moving forward from this rotation, and she also said she had none to give! Just to keep doing what I'm doing, because I'll be a stellar doctor one day. Elaine, the surgery scheduler at the clinic, was so sad to see me go, and said that it was so nice to have a cheerful person greet her every morning. She asked if I could stay at the clinic permanently and come back there to practice medicine. It meant so much to hear her say that, and once again, I just felt so humbled and grateful to have worked with such lovely people. Just so I never forget, the MA's names are Heather, Danyelle, Alondra, Stephanie, and Brenda. Erin is the nurse, Cindy the ultrasound tech, and Elaine the surgery scheduler. Angie, Heather, and Mary are the front receptionists, also the sweetest. Marybeth and Arlene are the PAs.
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My New Innovations review of Dr. Hostetler:
Dr. Hostetler was AMAZING! She was well-respected both in the hospital and in the clinic, and it was obvious that everyone loved working with her. She has one of the best demeanors I've witnessed in a physician, and even in emergent situations, stayed very cool, calm, and collected. She was the first female preceptor I've had since starting rotations, and I was constantly inspired by her ability to communicate with her patients as well as her prowess in the OR. I loved how Dr. Hostetler never hesitated to draw images for patients to help them better understand normal physiology and pathology of the female GU system, and always did her best to ensure that the patients were comfortable during in-office procedures. She went above and beyond to make her patients feel cared for, and that's something I really admired. I constantly asked Dr. Hostetler questions about concepts that were difficult for me to understand, and she was always happy to answer and teach me. She never made me feel incompetent or silly for asking a question, and was very gracious to even respond to my questions over the weekends. Despite being 32 weeks pregnant, Dr. Hostetler always showed up and did her best for her patients, and put them before herself, even on days when she wasn't feeling the best. That dedication to her profession and her patients makes her absolutely incredible, and I'm so honored to have been her student.
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Friday I took my shelf exam. It was a doozy!! Hopefully I passed, and can put it behind me. I think I find out the results sometime next week!
Saturday morning, I finally left Colorado to return home to California! I took Millie with me, which was part of the reason why I was late! I ended up missing my first flight entirely, because I waited in the wrong line to check my bags and pay the pet-fare. By the time I got to my gate, the airplane doors were closed, and I had to reschedule onto the next flight. Instead of getting in at 10am, I now had to take a connecting flight to Phoenix, and then fly from Phoenix to Burbank. Millie was a champ the whole way, and didn't make a single fuss all day long!
But alas, I finally made it home!!! It was sooooo good to see my parents, and to meet Martin again for the first time in over 20 years. :) My first meal was my dad's chicken teriyaki, with sunomono, and salmon, yellowtail, bluefin, and tamago sashimi. MMMMM. It was so good, better than I remembered.
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Me, Dr. Hostetler, and Dr. Summers on my last day of rotation! Dr. Summers already got his COVID vaccine, hence the no mask... :P
12-17-2020
Week 15: December 6 - 12
two-thousand-and-twenty
The Highs: ​
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Procedures This Week:
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LAVH+BS+RO
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D&C + Polypectomy with MyoSure
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Colposcopy + LEEP
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- Final 24 hour call day
- TWIN Delivery! ​
- TWIN Delivery! ​
The Lows:
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No opportunity to see a C-section
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No opportunity to deliver any babies
Overall rating of the week: 8/10
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This week was so short! Since Dr. Hostetler and I were on-call last weekend, she also took Monday off, which was nice because I got an extra full day to study. Tuesday, we had clinic all day, and saw lots of patients who needed well-woman exams and papsmears! I think I'm starting to get better at them since I have less trouble finding the cervix now. Ladies, if you need a Papsmear or a well-woman exam, I have 100% confidence in myself now!! Haha.
Wednesday was a surgery day! Not too many crazy things, but Dr. McLaughlin was also present to help us out. He's quite honestly, one of the nicest, most sincere physicians I've met! He's constantly saying thank you for the opportunity to help out, and he just has a great demeanor and attitude. I've loved working with him, and he's just so kind! He's an OB-GYN physician in Sterling, and he's a DO, but man, I wish he was also an RVU preceptor! Hannah and I can't stop saying nice things about him. Haha.
Wednesday was also my very last official surgery day. I was so sad to be officially done in the OR. The rest of my rotations from here on out will be based in the clinic, with no opportunity for surgery. :( It's okay though, it just means I'll have to make time to come in on days off and on weekends to try to scrub in with Drs. Le and Vickerman.
On Thursday, Dr. Hostetler and I had our last 24-hour call day together. I was really praying for some exciting things to happen, because I've yet to see a C-section, nor had the opportunity to deliver or assist in delivering any babies. Unfortunately though, the mom who was ready to deliver ended up having her baby at like 6:45 in the morning, which was before I arrived at 7am for sign-out. After that, there were no patients on the floor for the whole day, again. Dr. Hostetler and I rounded on the two patients in the Mother-Infant Unit, and then we grabbed breakfast together. We did have a really nice, long chat about my life story, and I was able to open up to her about my family and coming home for Christmas. She was surprised at how many layers I have to my life, and said it makes sense why I work so much harder than everyone else. At the end of it, she told me that if I ever needed someone to listen to, or if I needed to get away during break, she would be more than happy to help me out. She's the sweetest, and I love her so much!!
Once again, I spent the entire day studying in the Physician's Lounge. Around 9pm, I was starting to get really tired, and decided to pack my things up. I went back to L&D just to make sure nothing new was coming in, but of course, as soon as I did that, I learned that a patient arrived in triage, 36 weeks pregnant with twins! She was starting to have some stronger contractions so wanted to get checked out. She was pregnant with dichorionic, diamniotic fraternal twins, one girl and and one boy. Both of their heads were in the vertex position, and though her water hadn't broken yet, she was having contractions and some mild variable decelerations. We were going to watch her overnight. This patient was technically not Dr. Hostetler's patient, but a patient of Dr. Fischer's and the residents', so there wasn't much for me to do. They called Dr. Hostetler and asked her to come in for back-up, so I did get to meet the patient and whatnot, but we wouldn't be the ones delivering her.
The patient requested an epidural, so our nurse anesthetist came in, and I asked him if I could watch as he performed the epidural. He was more than happy to have me observe, and was great at explaining to me what he was doing. It looks much less scary than I was anticipating. We learn that if the epidural isn't placed in the right spot, it can lead to sympathetic overload, and there's nothing you can do about it except for wait until the lidocaine wears off. That's super scary!! But if you have an expert anesthetist, then I guess you'd be more confident about getting an epidural. Still, for me personally, hiring a surrogate mom seems like a very enticing idea. Haha. In medical school, you learn too much about the risks (and benefits) of procedures, so sometimes it can be a scary thing! I'm not too sure anymore about pregnancy, but I do know that I want to be a mom some day. I also know that I'll be pushing advanced maternal age if I do decide to get pregnant later, so I've even considered freezing my eggs now so that they're still really healthy.... all these things I never thought I'd think about now. Haha.
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Anyway, once the epidural was placed, it was almost midnight. We had consulted Maternal Fetal Medicine on whether or not to send mom home, or induce her now, and they advised us to induce! So the resident ordered Pitocin for her, and we pushed her contractions along. Dr. Disher said she would call me if the patient got close to delivering, so with that, I went up to the 5th floor call-room to sleep.
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Around 3am, my phone rang. "Hi Lizzy, this is Michelle, the patient is 9cm now and about 90% effaced! We're going to take her into OR 1, so you should come down when you can!". OMG I was so excited. I quickly got up and put my contact lenses in, and went down to the L&D operating room. We had the patient in there instead of in her delivery room just in case Baby B needed an emergency C-section. Apparently, Baby A was still vertex, but Baby B had started to curl around Baby A and move. The patient stayed at 9cm until around 4:30am, when she became fully dilated and fully effaced. She started pushing then, and Baby A, the boy, was vaginally delivered around 5:04am. He weighed about 4lbs and 13 oz. Baby B then fixed her position, and we broke her amniotic sac. She was also vaginally delivered at 5:17am, and weighed 5lbs and 11oz. Both babies were healthy, pink, and crying, and were expertly cared for by the nurses. I teared up both times the babies were delivered. There's something absolutely magical about watching new life come into the world. It's surreal, it's mind-blowing, it's insane to think that these tiny humans grow and shape themselves inside of our bellies. Women are creatures of insane strength, beauty, and resilience. As a female myself, I'm still in awe of moms everywhere. Women are amazing, hands-down.
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Once the babies were delivered and mom and dad were back in the delivery room, I was dismissed. Around 6:30, I came home and crashed, needing some much needed sleep. But oh my gosh, what a week! Was I disappointed that I couldn't see a C-section or deliver a baby? Yes. But was I also so stoked that I got to witness a twin delivery? You bet!
Friday I had off to study, and that basically concludes the week! The shelf exam is next Friday, so I'll be spending the entirety of this weekend prepping and doing what I can to ensure I pass this upcoming test. ><
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Week 14: November 30 - December 5
two-thousand-and-twenty
The Highs: ​
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Procedures This Week:
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TRH + BS x2
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R ovarian cystectomy
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D&C x2
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Colposcopy x2
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LEEP
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MyoSure polypectomy
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LSO
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Bartholin cyst I&D
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Cholecystectomy (whaaat??)
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- Saw some really great pathology!
- 2nd 24 hour call day
- Helping Alexander
- I GOT A KINGMAN EM SPOT!
The Lows:
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Clinic days
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Realizing that there are some patients who really need help, but no matter how much you try to help them, they still make poor choices.
Overall rating of the week: 8/10
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This week was so much fun! I was in the OR quite a bit, and got to see several procedures. For each patient that required either a D&C or a hysteroscopy, Dr. Hostetler allowed me to start every procedure with a pelvic exam, placing a Foley catheter or straight catheter, and inserting the uterine measuring device. For the D&Cs, she gave me the opportunity to actually do it, which was super awesome!!
This was my good friend Alexander's first official week of his General Surgery rotation, so I offered to help him out in the OR and show him the ropes! We were supposed to meet at 6:45am on Tuesday morning, but unfortunately, due to traffic, Alexander got there closer to 7:10. Still, that left us about 5 minutes to show him around the OR and teach him where to write his name in the OR, and how to take out his gloves and gown while maintaining sterile technique. We then quickly reviewed how to do a 2-handed knot tie, and with that, he was off with Dr. Vickerman! If we had more time, we would have scrubbed together, but it's okay, I had full confidence that he would figure it out and do well.
After that, I headed over to Summit View for another clinic day. Man, these are really starting to get to me! I notice that I'm not as excited to spend a full day from 8-4:30 inside of the office. I think that, if I were to become a surgeon, I'd have to do half-day clinics like Dr. Le does. They're just draining!
The bread and butter of OB-GYN is well-woman exams. One thing that I was really looking forward to was understanding what I was feeling on a bimanual exam. So many times, it can just feel like you're touching tissue, but to actually measure how large someone's uterus is, and then know when you're feeling an ovary or a fibroid, takes a LOT of practice! I'm still not the best at it, but I'm grateful for every opportunity to palpate the pelvic organs. It's also insane to think about the fact that I'm given this incredible opportunity to learn medicine, and the privilege to learn on so many people. The patients at this clinic are so kind, and I've been constantly surprised at how many will allow me to repeat uncomfortable exams or do their speculum/Papsmears. Feeling very humbled and honored right now.
This weekend I had my second 24-hour call day. Dr. Hostetler's call days are notorious for being particularly terrible, so I was bracing myself to be running around a lot and doing my best to help out. Fortunately, or unfortunately, it was a very mellow day, with basically no patients! We came to sign-out at 7am, and all the patients had already delivered the night before and were waiting to move to the mother-infant unit. We rounded on two moms, and then after that, we had nothing to do all day. I brought my overnight bag, which was up in the 5th floor call room, but after I got dismissed, I just stayed in the physician's lounge and studied all day. It was great for me to catch up and do some practice questions, and once I finished, it was close to 6:30pm. It was then that I heard Dr. Vickerman was waiting for a patient with an inflamed gallbladder to come in! I asked him if I could scrub and watch the procedure, and he said, absolutely! Alexander chose Sunday as his call-day, so Dr. Vickerman didn't have a student with him on Saturday. I was able to scrub into the surgery and race against Josh (the awesome PA!) to suture the patient closed. I say race, but really I took my time and made sure to make my sutures look pretty. As we were tearing down the OR room, I got a text from Dr. Hostetler that a patient was in triage! I got excited to finally have something else to do, so I quickly finished up in the OR and made my way back to L&D.
The patient who came in was someone that I saw with Dr. H earlier in the week - a G12 P8, at 33 weeks, who's had nothing but C-sections in the past. Her current pregnancy was complicated by placenta previa, in which the placenta overlies the cervical os, making it very difficult for her baby to come out, and also placenta accreta, in which part of the placenta was actually growing into the myometrium of the uterus. If this tears during vaginal delivery, it could cause serious post-partum hemorrhage, and mom could be at high risk of death. She was supposed to have a bilateral tubal ligation with her last delivery in February, but for some reason, only one tube was tied off...Dr. S got an earful from Dr. Hostetler about this mishap. Anyway, the plan with this delivery was to do a C-section with a combined complete hysterectomy. This woman physically could not have any more children, lest she want to risk her life. She understood completely, and was happy to consent to the hysterectomy. She also confided in us that she had a restraining order against her husband due to a domestic violence incident, and that she didn't have custody of any of her children. Her three youngest were in foster care, and the rest were grown adults. My heart absolutely went out to his momma, who just didn't know how to care for her children or be a good guardian. However, you could see that she wanted to try, but the system just didn't have enough trust in her to be able to support her family alone.
Anyway, funny story time. So that patient came in because she felt a gush of water leak from her vagina, making her think she may have broke her amniotic sac. When she came into triage, Dr. Disher performed a speculum exam and saw a pool of clear-looking liquid in the vaginal vault. She performed a fern-test and a Nitrazine blue test, but both were negative. She then did an Amnisure test, to confirm whether or not the fluid was amniotic fluid, but that also came back negative! The fluid didn't smell like urine, so everyone was scratching their heads. Dr. Hostetler finally arrived back to the hospital, and she repeated all the exams herself. Again, all the tests came back negative. So here I am, thinking, Gosh, what could that copious amount of fluid have come from? And then, very shyly, I asked Dr. Hostetler if maybe that fluid could have been from the patient releasing female ejaculate. Except of course, I didn't say it like that, but instead said, "Could she have squirted?" Dr. Hostetler burst out laughing and said, "oh my god, I didn't even think about that but that's amazing!" I was super embarrassed, but hey! You gotta think of everything as a possibility in medicine! We already knew the liquid wasn't semen because we found no sperm on the microscope slide from our fern test. It wasn't urine or amniotic fluid, so that left very few options! I think I both entertained her and impressed her with my train of thought. Haha, it's definitely a story I'm going to remember for a long time.
We decided to observe the patient in the hospital overnight, and with that, our exciting call-day ended. I slept and woke up at 6:30 and came down to sign out. Once I was dismissed, I grabbed breakfast at the hospital, then came home to shower. I relaxed for about 30 minutes, and then headed back to the hospital to study for the day. Ran into Alexander in the physician's lounge, and we studied for a little bit until he left to go home since nothing was going on in General Surgery that day either.
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On a final, SUPER happy note, I found out from Amie today (my 3-4th year campus coordinator) that a spot for an Emergency Medicine elective opened up for me in Kingman, Arizona!!! I'll be going there for the month of March to complete my elective. I'm PUMPED!!!! I was starting to lose hope that I'd ever get a spot, but some more good news just keeps coming my way. Woohoo!!
With that, I conclude my 2nd week of OB-GYN!
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Week 13: November 22 - 29
two-thousand-and-twenty
The Highs:
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Started my OB-GYN rotation with Dr. Hostetler!
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Procedures This Week:
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Vaginal deliveries x2
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Laparoscopic assisted vaginal TAH+BSO
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Robotic assisted BS
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3rd trimester ultrasound
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- Found out I won RVU's Student Doctor of the Year!!!
- Thanksgiving with Hannah
- Heard the nicest things from some people about me...
- Got to catch up with Stephanie!
The Lows:
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Surgery shelf
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Why am I so tired?!
Overall rating of the week: 9/10
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I embarked on my OB-GYN rotation this week! My first day was a 24-hour call day with Dr. Hostetler, so I had no idea what to expect. I showed up to the L&D deck at 7am on Monday morning and met all the L&D nurses and Dr. Hostetler for the first time. I was surprised to see that Dr. Hostetler was 29 weeks along herself! I learned that she was an RVU alum, and that she actually went to UC Irvine for her undergrad! We were able to connect over California and RVU, and it felt really wonderful to have a female preceptor. She also told me that December was her last full month at NCMC, because she was going to be moving to McKee Medical Center in the middle of January, then going on her maternity leave. That meant that I was likely going to be her last student this school year. What an honor.
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We had a few COVID+ patients on the floor that day, as well as a patient who was in the first stage of labor. We performed cervix checks on the latter patient after giving her doses of Cytotec to help her cervix ripen. Unfortunately, for the entire day, her cervix remained closed. As for the other patients, I learned that the residents get to see the patients that are not assigned to Dr. Hostetler or her OBGYN group, so most of the COVID patients were theirs. In the middle of the shift, a patient did come through triage already 8cm dilated and crowning. The nurses and residents rushed her into a room and soon discovered that she was Spanish-speaking only. No problem for Dr. Springs (senior resident) though, because he spoke fluent Spanish. However, he kept trying to tell the patient what to do despite her being in severe pain. As he was yelling at her in Spanish, Dr. Hostetler and I went in to help because the patient's doctor wasn't there yet. All of a sudden I was transported back to my COPE Health Scholar days, standing back and watching as a newborn was brought into the world. It's always a surreal experience, one that I don't take for granted, for sure. Once Dr. Spritz arrived (the attending), he told Dr. Springs to calm down and that they needed to regroup and figure out what they were going to tell the patient. Dr. Hostetler took her bow at that point, but told me to stay and watch. I was able to see as the placenta was delivered, but since there were at least 2 nurses, 2 residents, the attending, the patient, and her mom all in the room, I just stood back and watched most of action happen behind the scenes.
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Later that day, one of the COVID patients finally fully dilated. She had a history of a prior C-section, but she wanted to try to deliver this baby vaginally. The residents were in charge of this patient, and Dr. Ware, their attending, was helping them try to deliver this baby. However, they were having trouble, and I heard they were going to attempt a vacuum delivery. This failed twice though, and now Dr. Hostetler was getting anxious that she might have to do an emergency C-section on a COVID+ patient. We kept trying to call the back-up on-call physician, but that person wasn't picking up their phone. Finally, just when we were going to go scrub, the back-up doc called and said she was on her way. Hallelujah! Good thing, because shortly after that, an OB Emergency was called down to the ED. We ran down to the ED to find out that a patient was coming in who had delivered in the field. As soon as we made it into the trauma bay, a Full Trauma Activation was called overhead, and we were shoved out of the room and moved to a different ED bed to meet our patient. Then, after the FTA, a Cardiac emergency alert was called, and the ED turned into a hectic place! Our patient was a homeless woman who was 29, and had delivered her baby in her outside tent. She then delivered her placenta en route to the ED, and when she came in, her placenta was ON the ambulance gurney. It was crazy!! We made sure she was okay, that baby was okay, and then we transferred her upstairs to L&D to fully examine her. She sustained a first degree laceration, but otherwise, was doing well! She tested negative for all substances, and her alcohol levels were also 0. It was a surprise because when we first interviewed her, she couldn't tell us anything, and was very confused about her medications. Turns out she has a history of schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. Due to her unstable state and complete apathy towards her baby, she was separated from the baby to keep the baby safe.
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Nothing else happened during the night, but I got to experience my first overnight shift in the 5th floor call room. I had packed my own pillow (thank goodness!) but wasn't prepared for how cold it was going to be! I was also suspicious of the linens on the bed, so I slept on top of the bed in my scrubs and my jacket. I woke up several times during the night because it was so cold, and I kept checking my phone in case I missed a text from Dr. Hostetler, but nothing came in. When 6:30 came, I got up and got ready, then went back to the L&D deck for sign out. Finally, I was dismissed to go home. I came back and crashed. I wanted to be more productive, but I was just so exhausted from the unrestful sleep I got. Next time, I'll bring my own blanket for sure!
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Wednesday we had surgery in the morning, and then clinic in the afternoon! I was so excited to be back in the OR. Dr. Hostetler was surprised that I seemed to know everyone's names! She said it must be because I'm a DO, that's something that I took pride in. I got to see both a laparoscopic total hysterectomy with bilateral salpingo-oophorectomy and a robotic-assisted bilateral salpingotomy. I got to use the camera and help Dr. Hostetler and Gary (our fantastic first assistant) visualize structures, and also was so glad that I studied up on pelvic anatomy a little bit! I was asked what the infundibulopelvic ligament was and what it contained, and Gary tried to help me out with identifying other structures, but I failed miserably at completing his sentences. He said, "It's not the square ligament, but the ___ ligament!" and me, being so silly, said the CIRCULAR ligament instead of the ROUND ligament. *shaking my head*. I'm an embarrassment, for sure. Haha. But we laughed about it afterwards, and it was all good.
In the afternoon, I headed over to Summit View Clinic and met the office girls for the first time - Heather is Dr. Hostetler's MA. Then there's also Alondra, Gypsy, Stephanie, Danyelle, and Brenda. They're all so sweet and nice, albeit a little sassy. Haha. They're a great group of ladies to be around!
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We saw several patients that morning and afternoon, and I mostly watched as Dr. Hostetler performed pelvic exams and papsmears for well-woman exams and OB patients. At the end of the day, she let me ultrasound her belly, and I got to see her little man cooking away! She taught me how she systematically performs OB ultrasounds, and then I got to practice on her. Babies are amazing, man! Technology is also fantastic. You can see the fetus's heart on US, and it's so precise, you can even see all four chambers of the heart and the valves moving! Wild.
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Lastly, I wanted to address winning RVU Student Doctor of the Year. What. An. Accomplishment. Trilce texted me last Friday and told me that I better check my email first thing on Monday morning this week. Even though I was on call all day, I was constantly refreshing my inbox. Around 11:30 in the morning, I got the email from Nadine that I had won! I couldn't believe it! Me, RVU's Student Doctor of the Year. It felt absolutely amazing -- like all the hard work I'd done was being recognized, and all the hardships I'd gone through were worthwhile. It meant the world to know that RVU saw my value, and also deemed me worthy enough to represent our institution in the national competition for COSGP's Student Doctor of the Year. I'll now be competing against all other SDOY's from other medical schools for the title. Dr. Pitcher personally emailed me and said this award is "one of the very highest recognitions given not just by the school but every school. Absolutely one of the hardest to earn, and you have in solid fashion no doubt. You have much to be proud of already, I hope this feels like something you know you earned and feel very proud of indeed. We are all so very proud of you!". Then, later this week, I received an email from Dr. Ross, my mentor: "At the time last Sunday, I didn't know that you had won the scholarship. I later read about it. So congratulations! All your work with SNMA was recognized. Then, I later read that you were chosen as RVU's SD of the Year! That's great and perhaps an even bigger accomplishment. I think you are very deserving. All the best." Follow all that up with a surprise FaceTime call from Trilce, and a heartfelt conversation with Dr. Haider, and I'm over the moon.
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The support I've received from my faculty and staff at RVU goes to show that with sincerity and hard work, dedication, and the desire to better not just my generation of medical students but the others that follow, comes positive change. My goal is to set higher standards for other students outside of RVU, to make others rise to the level of my institution, because it's the people at RVU, and the great institution that I'm a student of, that's helped support and guide me to where I am. They deserve all the credit for my accomplishments, because without them, I would not be as successful as I am today. Forever, I'm grateful to RVU. I'll be paying that forward, no doubt.
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This week was also Thanksgiving! Hannah and I prepared hot pot on Thursday. I cooked traditional American Thanksgiving dishes on Friday (green bean casserole, mashed potatoes, Costco stuffing!), and caught up with my lovely Stephanie on Saturday. We met at Ruperts at the Edge in Denver for brunch, and walked around this huge lake/pond with a gorgeous view! It's the first time I've seen her since we both moved away from Parker, and it was SO NICE just to talk to her in person and see her pretty face. We swapped stories of our rotations and dished on the tea going on in our lives. Just you know, things girlfriends do. Haha. Pics of the view below. :)
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Sloan Lake Park, the largest lake in Denver!
11-28-2020
Week 12: November 15 - 21
two-thousand-and-twenty
The Highs:
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Procedures This Week:
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Endovascular aneurysm repair
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Bilateral femoral endarterectomy and iliac stent placement
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Left upper lobectomy with lymph node resection and chest tube placement
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Transcatheter aortic valve replacement
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Right middle lobectomy
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- Meeting Dr. Du Jun, PGY-3, podiatry resident
- Getting to know Dr. Lyons and Dr. Richards, Melissa, Mandy, and Jamie, and the two PAs, Amanda and Tom
- Putting my hand in a patient's chest cavity, and getting to place a chest tube, from start to finish!
- Feeling someone's heart beating in my hands, and knowing that I literally have someone's life at my fingertips
- I found out I won the $2000 RVU Diversity Scholarship!
The Lows:
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Only one week of CT surgery
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Finished with my surgery rotations
Overall rating of the week: 10/10
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This week has been the highlight of my 3rd year clinical rotations so far. Honestly, I felt really nervous coming into my Cardiothoracic Surgery week because I always struggled with the cardiovascular system in school. My brain just isn't great at understanding all the physics behind pumps and pressure and fluids. On top of that, when I first met Dr. Lyons some odd weeks ago, he was sitting in the OR lounge with his foot propped up, dictating onto a chart. That kind of bad-ass, big fish energy was both intimidating and attracting. I yearned for that kind of confidence, and right away, I knew he was going to be someone that was going to make an impact on my medical career.
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Friday before my week with CT surgery, I sat down with Dr. Lyons to discuss the upcoming week. He gave me several homework assignments, which included understanding the TNM staging system for Lung Cancers, looking up an EVAR procedure, as well as understanding the spectrum of carcinoid tumors and carcinoid syndrome. I spent all Sunday refreshing my memory on the types of lung cancers and neuroendocrine tumors. On Monday, I was ready to answer any question he might throw at me about either topic. What did I get pimped on instead? Aneurysms.
I was sitting in his office next to Dr. Jun, a POD 3 student, as we were getting pimped on the risk factors, shapes, medical management, and surgical indications for abdominal aortic aneurysms. Luckily, I had just studied this, and I felt confident answering all the questions. However, we learn in medical school to never make your resident look bad, so even though I was super eager to answer the questions, I pretended to struggle and even fed an answer or two to Dr. Jun. Still though, it was a great experience, and I felt like my initial fear of not doing well on my CT surgery week was abated...at least a tiny bit.
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That afternoon I saw my first endovascular aneurysm repair. I got to glove and gown in the high-tech cardiothoracic surgery suite, and watch as Dr. Lyons and Dr. Richards, another CT surgeon, safely place an endovascular stent and restore full function of his abdominal aorta. We completely bypassed his aneurysm, and thus greatly decreased the likelihood of this patient dying from an aneurysmal rupture. The fact that medicine has advanced this far is completely astounding. It felt surreal to be able to look at a display screen, and in real-time, see contrast dye injected into someone's arteries. It was even more surreal to be able to, in real-time, watch yourself place a stent and see the instant difference it makes in perfusion to the arteries distal to it. Vascular surgery is insane, and something that I never thought I'd consider, but suddenly find myself wondering if I could ever do something like that.
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My favorite part of this week happened on Tuesday. Dr. Jun and I scrubbed into a thoracotomy on a middle-aged male who had a history of small cell lung cancer in his left upper lobe. During the procedure, Dr. Richards let me put my hand inside of this patient's chest and feel someone's beating heart. Then, as if that isn't cool enough, Dr. Richards guided me through placing a chest tube inside of this man's chest!! I started from feeling the ribs on the outside, making an incision with a scalpel, and then taking a hemostat and pushing it through the chest wall. My other hand was inside of the chest cavity feeling the ribs from the inside out, waiting to feel the hemostat push through all the way. Then, I got to take the tube and pull it through into the chest wall, and secure it with suture. It was absolutely WILD!!!!! By far, my most favorite experience to date!
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I got to finish the week really strong. On Wednesday, Dr. Lyons offered to write me a letter of recommendation for residency. This was the first letter I didn't have to ask for, and man, it felt amazing to have him think so highly of me.
On Thursday, my last day, I brought Crumble cookies for everyone in the office. On my way out the door, I heard Dr. Richards say that he hopes I succeed in whatever I decide to do, and Melissa said she thought I was one of the best students to ever come through their office. It meant so much to me to hear such praise and compliments from them -- it reaffirms that I'm on the right path, that I am surpassing my own expectations, and setting a new standard for all future RVU students to match.
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To top it all off, I found out I was the recipient of the $2000 Diversity scholarship at RVU! Woohoo!
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This finally concludes my two surgery rotations. How do I feel about surgery now? I absolutely love it. Would I consider doing it for life? Yes, I most definitely would. What does that mean for me moving forward? I have no clue, but somehow, I know that I'll figure it out! God has a plan for me, and all I need to do is keep moving forward.


Beautiful Tuesday Morning Sunrise on 16th Street - No Filter
11-17-2020
Just absolutely loving surgery!
11-15-2020
Week 11: November 8 - 14
two-thousand-and-twenty
The Highs:
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Procedures This Week:
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Pilonidal cystectomy
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Laparoscopic cholecystectomy x4
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Thigh wound debridement
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Total thyroidectomy with R superior parathyroidectomy
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Abdominal laparoscopy
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Laparoscopic Nissen fundoplication
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Incisional hernia repair
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- Cooking for the nurses in the Surgery clinic!
The Lows:
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My last week with Dr. Vickerman
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My last week of General Surgery!
Overall rating of the week: 8.5/10
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My surgery rotation is starting to come to a close as I head into my last two weeks of this rotation. I've loved every single moment of it, and felt like I really shined and got to know some awesome people working in the OR and in the Surgery clinic at NCMC. There are still a few things that I haven't talked about that happened during this rotation, probably because I fell behind on documenting so I'm doing writing this post a few weeks late, but I'll try to at least briefly mention some good moments that happened over the last few weeks.
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First I'll start with this week's Bob-ism: Never make a snow angel at a dog park.
Self-explanatory.
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Second, there was an elderly lady, Mrs. BP, that Dr. Vickerman and I saw after she had a colonoscopy in the hospital. A suspicious lesion was found in her R colon, possibly a colon carcinoma. We scheduled her for a R hemicolectomy at the end of the week. Her surgery went flawlessly. I pre-rounded on the patient on a Monday morning. I looked at what I thought was her final pathology report, but it ended up being just the preliminary one. When I was in her room that morning, she told me that she told her nurse she wanted to stay in the hospital over the weekend (even though she could have gone home) because she was anxious to know her pathology results. Dr. V is the one who gives those to the patient in person, which meant if she was discharged over the weekend, she'd have to make a follow-up post-op appointment with him in order to get her results. Not knowing that what I looked at was the preliminary data, I told that patient that she could relax because her path report looked good. I didn't tell her the final impression, just that it was good. When Dr. Vickerman told me after Sign-Out later that morning that the final path report still hadn't come back, my stomach dropped. I thought I just made a huge, rookie mistake, and even though I knew I shouldn't have told the patient anything, I just wanted to give her some good news to ease her anxiety. I prayed to God that when the real results did come in, they would be fortuitous. When we went to talk with the patient again that Monday, I had to apologize to her upon leaving, and I felt so bad for what I had said.
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She came into one week later for her first post-op visit. She was doing great, and it was time to get her staples removed. We finally had her pathology report and thank HEAVENS because her mass had not progressed to cancer yet, and we had clear margins. Hallelujah! I was so happy to see her, and Dr. V let me remove her staples. She was very relieved to hear the news, and I was relieved for her. I definitely learned a lesson through that experience, to not try to be a brownie when I'm still just a cookie.
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I have a lot to learn, but gosh, it's been a great journey so far.
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On my last day in clinic, I came an hour early to prepare breakfast for the staff in the office. I bought two burners from King Soopers, and prepped all the ingredients to make fresh miso soup and my dad's style eggs for everyone. It was, thankfully, a great success, and Dr. Le really loved my miso! I also made him some tamago-gohan, because he knew what it was, and he was absolutely in heaven. All that was missing was the furikake.
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I think it's so important to show your appreciation towards those who have helped you along the way. I loved how Dr. Le constantly made Dalgona coffee or food for the nurses. I wanted to emulate that by making something for them from my heart too. The prior week, I made my infamous cheesy garlic rolls for our piñata celebration. Making breakfast was the least I could do after they've treated me so kindly and helped me get my rotation together when I first started. Jamie, Linda, and Shaya -- you guys are absolutely the best, and it was great working with you all for the last two months!
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My last surgery with Dr. Vickerman took place at Mountain Vista Surgery Center in Greeley. Dr. Disher has been joining us in clinic and in the OR the last couple of weeks, so she was also present for that case too. She's gotten to first assist on two cases already, whereas I've only first assisted for part of a gallbladder, but it's SO different being in the front seat instead of sitting in the back. A lot more nerve-wracking, a lot more of, "omg what do I do?", but still exhilarating nonetheless. I also forgot to mention that I had the opportunity to work with Dr. Tyburzy on many cases with Dr. Vickerman this month. He's a general surgeon who is heading towards retirement, but still likes to help out every now and then on cases. He particularly likes to scrub in with Dr. V because all of Dr. V's cases are open or laparoscopic.
This brings me to another fact I've been forgetting to mention! One of the great things I've gotten to see these last two months are the different methods of performing surgery on patients. Dr. Barloco and Dr. Le preferred robotic surgery over open and laparoscopic, whereas Dr. Harkabus and Dr. Vickerman both preferred open and laparoscopic surgeries over the robot. Dr. Vickerman especially disliked performing robotic surgery, and for many good reasons -- it takes longer to perform the surgery, it's insanely more expensive, and the outcomes are essentially the same for the patients. There is a balance though, because with open and laparoscopic surgeries, more patients have to stay overnight at least for one day, which incurs inpatient expenses. Also, recovery time is slightly longer, and pain levels are increased too. That being said, all methods of surgery, open vs laparoscopic vs robotic have their pros and cons, and despite all the surgeon's ideologies, if I do pursue surgery, I would want to be proficient in all methods.
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Finally, the last general surgery patient was there for a laparoscopy, as she was having some abdominal pain. We planned to remove her gallbladder, but we also found that she had an incisional hernia, so we fixed that too! When it was all over, Dr. Disher and I basically said goodbye to Dr. Vickerman, and called it a day. I gave him his evaluation and my thank you card, and with that, my General Surgery experience came to an end. *sigh, I'm really going to miss it so much! Now, I'm onto my one week of Cardiothoracic Surgery with Dr. Lyons.
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Dr. Vickerman, Dr. Disher, and Me on my last day of clinic!
11-11-2020

Jamie, Shaya, Me, and Linda
11-11-2020