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The Weekly Sign-Out

~a documentation of my clinical rotation experience~

weeks 1-10

Week 10: November 1 - 7

two-thousand-and-twenty

The Highs: 

  • Procedures This Week: 

    • Hemorrhoidectomy x3 

    • Total thyroidectomy 

    • Internal hemorrhoidectomy with stapling 

    • Cholecystectomy

    • Genital and abdominal wound exploration with closure

    • Hiatal hernia repair

  • Present for my first on-call full trauma activation! This patient ended up having a terrible accident with a skill-saw... yikes! 

  • Met Dr. Michelle Disher, PGY-1, who is just awesome! 

  • Tested COVID-negative! 

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The Lows: 

  • Just tired all the time. But also feeling so excited, and helping patients is the most rewarding feeling. 
     

Overall rating of the week: 9.5/10

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My colleague, Brent, joined us for the first three days this week! He's technically under the tutelage of Dr. Le, but Dr. Le was taking some vacation days this week. It was honestly a fun time though! I completely forgot to mention last week that Dr. Vickerman has what he likes to call "Bob-isms"-- little phrases that he comes up with that are words to dictate your way of life. Last week's Bob-ism was "With enough preparation, there is no situation you can make worse.". This week's Bob-ism is: "Don't send a cookie to do a brownie's job". I think there's actually a good lesson in each of these, as silly as they might sound. Looking forward to next week's, for sure! 

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I also had the chance to open up to Dr. Vickerman this week about my upbringing, and even got to talk with him about my brother's death in January. Dr. Vickerman has frequently said that there's rarely a patient who comes to him needing a operation that he says no to. He believes that if your only options are doing an operation or failing medical management, he will take the chance and operate if it's going to potentially save someone's life. That surprised me. Especially because so many surgeons are worried about their outcomes, I think it's rare to find someone who will do what's right by the patient. Ultimately, it's the patient's choice, and if he/she wants him to try, then Dr. Vickerman will do everything he can to make it a success. I couldn't help but feel emotional, and wish that my brother had a doctor who followed the same principles as Dr. Vickerman when he was dying. I wonder if he would have died in the OR, or if maybe he'd still be alive today had he had surgery for his appendiceal cyst. Knowing his comorbidities, it's not a high probability that he'd survive, but still, I wish someone would have tried. 

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I also found out that Dr. Vickerman also has a rough relationship with his folks. He says he's not bitter about some things, but I also feel like, if you aren't, then why do you still tell the most hurtful and sad stories? Still, it was nice, in a twisted sort of way, to be able to connect with him on a deeper level. We also both really like doing puzzles, and just being weird in general. Haha. 

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The COOLEST thing happened this week though. On Wednesday, Dr. Vickerman was on-call and we had a patient come into the ED. A full-trauma activation was called overhead, and I quickly exited from my RVU Surgery didactics session to meet Dr. V in the ED. A mid-twenties-year-old-male suffered from a skill saw accident in which he completely degloved his penis and tore into his left thigh. His entire left testicle was hanging out from the scrotum, and he was in a LOT of pain. He was begging Dr. Vickerman to save his penis, because he's "really proud of it", and after enough Morphine, we got him to settle down so we could get a CT scan. This patient was extremely lucky that he didn't sever any major vessels, nerves, or bones in his thigh and groin region. We consulted urology, who, after looking at the patient in the OR, gave us the OK to proceed with closure. Dr. Michelle Disher, who's a first year Family Medicine resident, joined us on this case, and I got to work side-by-side with her and Dr. V to suture and staple this patient's genitals and leg back together. It was completely wild!!! We popped the testicle back into the scrotum, found the glans of the penis and pulled it back over the muscles so it looked like normal genitalia again. From there, we trimmed any ragged edges of skin, and then proceeded to suture the skin together. 

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Dr. Vickerman and I rounded on this patient the next morning, and he was doing well. His sutures were holding, the skin looked viable, and for the most part, he had his penis back. This was such a gnarly case, definitely one I won't be forgetting for a long time!

 

On another surgical note, we did so many hemorrhoidectomies this week, I've become a PRO at placing gel-foam. LOL. 

 

We ended the week with a corona-virus piñata celebration! Dr. Vickerman purchased a virus-shaped piñata from Amazon and stuffed it with candy. On Friday, after all the patients left for the day, the office ladies had a go at taking down the coronavirus. It was so silly, but so Dr. Vickerman, and just like him to try to bring a little bit of laughter and joy into the workplace. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Dr. V and the staff having some fun in the office!

Take that, Coronavirus!

11-6-2020

Week 9: October 25 - 31

two-thousand-and-twenty

The Highs: 

  • Procedures This Week: 

    • Laparoscopic cholecystectomy

    • Exam Under Anesthesia - Hemorrhoidectomy x2

    • Neck mass excision

    • Tracheostomy + PEG tube placement

    • Ex-lap d/t anastomotic leak in abdomen, R hemicolectomy, middle ilectomy, anastomosis of colon and small bowel 

    • Inferior umbilical hernia repair x2

    • R hemicolectomy 

    • Nissen fundoplication

    • ABRA A-cell placement 

    • Ex-lap (Emergency case) due to confirmed bowel perforation; JP drain placement

    • Ex-lap + EGD due to possible bowel perforation

  • Got to see so many different cases this week, a couple of rare ones too! 

  • Started my second surgery rotation with Dr. Vickerman

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The Lows: 

  • COVID-19 scare 

  • Dr. Le's patient that we performed extensive surgery on last week began to deteriorate
     

Overall rating of the week: 7.5/10

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This week marks the start of my rotation with the infamous Dr. Vickerman! What a wild journey. I learned quickly that Dr. Vickerman is one of those doctors who cares deeply about his patients, who is very high energy, all the time, and is someone who is very similar to me. I wasn't sure how well we were going to get along, especially because I know he loved working with my other colleague. I didn't know how I was going to compare, but I knew that I was going to try my best to shine and do well. 

 

My first day was a clinic day. I was so surprised by how many patients we had to see! It was by far, more than Dr. Le and Dr. Barloco's patients combined in one day. That meant it took me awhile to prepare my patient notes, but also meant I was going to learn so much. We met at 07:15 on Monday morning in the Physician's Lounge for Sign-Out. Once we got through the patient list, Dr. Vickerman refilled his jumbo Kum-n-Go soda cup, and we headed up 4 flights of stairs to the Fourth Floor of the hospital... oh yeah, he never took elevators. I was huffing and puffing by the time we got to the top, and was worried that I was going to have a collapsed lung, haha. Still, it was good to know that I was going to get some exercise while working with Dr. V, because Lord knows I need it. 

 

I watched Dr. Vickerman say hi to all of his inpatients, in particular, Mr. CM. He was a patient who, after having an abdominal procedure, received a vaccine and unfortunately developed Guillain-Barre. He was slowly recovering from the adverse effects, and looked incredibly cachectic and old, despite his age of 40. He was also suffering from a case of C. difficile, which meant that we had to gown and glove before going into the room (We already had our masks on). Regardless of his frail appearance, I felt a little tug in my heart and knew that I needed to show him all the compassion that I had. Every day of the week, we came to see him in the mornings, and every day, I would say, "Have a great day, Mr. CM". And he would respond in his southern accent, "Thank you, you too miss." I'd get a little smile from him, and it was enough. 

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On Tuesday, after finishing all of my surgical cases for the morning and afternoon, I bumped into Dr. Le, who said he was taking his patient (our 8 hour surgery case) back to the OR today because he started leaking from his anastomosis that we did. He told me that I could scrub in if I wanted to, so I gladly accepted the offer. I got to see an Exploratory Laparotomy, and unfortunately, the patient needed his entire R colon resected, as well as part of his ileum. However, I got to see first-hand what good versus poor bowel looked like, feel the difference in my hands, and watch as Dr. Le expertly fixed this patient's intestines. 

 

Next day was clinic. I've been really enjoying clinic days with Dr. Vickerman because he allows me to see patients on my own, perform my own physical exam and assessment, and then he'll go in to talk to the patient after I've finished presenting him/her to Dr. V. It felt great to have some autonomy, and to feel like I was doing more than just shadowing him for the entire rotation. I saw a female patient who was recently seen in the ED for RUQ abdominal pain. She had a history of fibromyalgia, but she seemed to have an acute gallbladder. We scheduled her for a laparoscopic cholecystectomy on Friday. 

 

This week, I scrubbed into another case with Dr. Le on the same patient. We couldn't close the patient's abdomen from the first surgery due to the exorbitant amount of edema and hardening of the abdominal muscles. So, Dr. Le was going to try to place an ABRA device that would stretch the patient's muscles every day. It's not something that's done often, so I took the opportunity to scrub into the procedure and see how it worked. It's honestly a crazy looking device, and after we finished, I had to say a little prayer over the patient, hoping that he would finally heal and not have to be in so much pain. This entire time, they kept him intubated and sedated so that he wouldn't feel anything... I can't even imagine how he must've felt. 

 

Friday was an absolute hell-hole. The day started out alright; we finished Sign-Out and rounding on patients. Then, Dr. Gibson, a brand new trauma surgeon who was recently hired at NCMC, asked Dr. Vickerman if he would be so kind to scrub into his surgeries just to have an extra set of eyes and hands. That day, Dr. Gibson was expecting a small bowel perforation patient to come in for emergency surgery, so we had time to plan for that one. But then, two full trauma activations were called overhead, and an appy, as well as a sicker-looking small bowel perforation came into the ED. What I thought was going to be an early day turned into chaos! 

 

We took the sicker-looking perforation patient into the OR first. Despite the Ex-lap, we found no perforation, just a small bleeding ulcer, which we fixed. We even performed an in-operation EGD to confirm no perforation of the duodenum, and to look for other ulcers. The patient was then sent out to PACU. Next, we brought in the first bowel-perforation patient, who, despite not looking as sick, ended up having a real duodenal perforation. We were able to suture it back together, but couldn't perform the EGD because we couldn't get the scope past the stomach. Still, Dr. Gibson wanted to place a JP drain, and he was so kind enough to allow me to sew it in! 

 

After I left the OR, Dr. Vickerman and I discovered that the patient who we had scheduled a cholecystectomy for that day had tested COVID-positive. I was absolutely stunned. That meant that I had possible been exposed to the virus, and needed to alert my school, my coordinator, and my clinical education director right away. In no time, I had submitted my report to RVU, and spoke with Sandi, my coordinator, on the phone. Dr. Miller called me shortly after that, and we discussed what I needed to do. He thought I would have to quarantine for two weeks, but said that he would leave it up to Banner's Occupational Medicine department to make the final call. I called Occ-Med, and they told me that it sounded as though I wasn't in a high-risk position when I got "exposed". They also said that if I was completely asymptomatic, then I could return to work at the hospital without quarantining. I felt immediate relief! After reporting this to the school and Dr. Miller, I just needed to get a COVID test on the following Monday. If that came back negative, then I could continue with my rotation without taking any time off. Yay! But geez, I was really scared for a second there -- I thought that I was going to lose two weeks of my surgery rotation, thus missing out on a huge learning experience in a field that I had grown to really love. Thank goodness it didn't come down to that! 

 

On a non-medical school related note, my roomie got into a pretty bad car accident last weekend. It was snowing really bad last Saturday, and she was planning to meet her friend in Loveland for lunch. I got a phone call a little after 1pm from her, saying that she got into a terrible accident. While driving on the country back-roads, she was approaching a traffic light that suddenly turned yellow. She braked too hard, and her car slid into the opposite lane, hit an oncoming car, spun out of control, and went down a steep ditch. Thank GOD she's okay. The passengers in the other car that was involved included a couple, and the woman was pregnant. Luckily, they were extremely understanding, and after a full ED check-up, were completely okay and healthy, including the baby. My roommate's friend was able to come to the scene and drive her back home, but unfortunately my roomie left everything in her totaled car, including our house keys, garage opener, and her hospital ID badge. I ended up having to drop her off and pick her up from her rotation site most days this week, but regardless, I'm just so glad she's okay. Her boyfriend came to visit from Seattle this weekend to take her to get her a new car! She now drives a bright-orange 2019 Subaru crosstrek, and even though the circumstances for obtaining the new car weren't ideal, she's driving a much safer, more reliable vehicle than her old one. 

 

Be safe, people! Don't drive long distances in a blizzard if you can help it! Also, when in doubt if you should report to your boss that you might have been exposed to COVID, always proceed as though you're taking universal safety precautions. Because I acted quickly and pulled myself out of the OR (I did not go back in to scrub on more cases that afternoon), I was met with a lot of grace and understanding from RVU. I think that's the best approach you can take in these situations. On top of that, I was on my rotation when I got exposed, and not putting myself in harm's way outside of my job. Because of that, RVU handled my case cleanly, and I met no pushback from Clinical Education. I was extremely grateful that Dr. Miller was so understanding and quick to respond to me, so now I just hope I test negative for COVID on Monday! 
 

Week 8: October 18 - 24

two-thousand-and-twenty

The Highs: 

  • Procedures This Week: 

    • Robotic Umbilical hernia repair with mesh

    • Laparoscopic cholecystectomy with liver biopsies 

    • Robotic & open ileostomy reversal with two small bowel resections and parastomal hernia repair

  • Scrubbed in on my first long surgery - about 8 hours! 

  • Had a patient's bowels in my hands!

  • Met Dr. Lyons, Cardiothoracic surgery

  • Secured a LOR from Dr. Le 

  • Finally got some Simulation practice in! 

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The Lows: 

  • Last week with Dr. Le and Dr. Barloco
     

Overall rating of the week: 9.5/10

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This week was SO intense! I can't wait to talk about it! My week started with watching Dr. Barloco perform a robotic umbilical hernia repair on Monday. There's something awesome about watching the DaVincii robot work -- even though I'm just sitting and waiting until the end of the surgery so I can help close the patient, the pictures you see on the screen are just so insane! It blows my mind every time I'm in the OR, that I have the privilege to see and do something that not many other people get do to. It's so wild to think that every time I suture someone, the beauty of the scar they will be left with is completely determined by what my hands did that day, so I try my hardest not to rush, and to make perfect, aligned, flat sutures, in hopes that the memory of surgery won't be such a painful one. 

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Dr. Barloco was also so sweet and nice to me this week - he was genuinely excited and happy to see me again, and even remembered to ask me about the Dodgers! (Which, by the way, they made it to the World Series again this year!!! They're going to be competing against the Tampa Bay Rays! The current record is 2-1, Dodgers) I'm glad I was able to work with him at least once more, and even got to shadow him when he saw his afternoon clinic patients on Tuesday. Afterwards, I asked him for tips on throwing one-handed knots, and we spent a good 15 minutes just practicing knot tying together. Then, we had almost an hour long conversation about random topics! It was nice catching up with him and finishing my month on a high note. 

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The remaining time this week was spent with Dr. Le. We saw lots of patients over Tuesday and Wednesday, I was pimped a bit on Crohn's disease because a couple of our patients had a history of Crohn's. He made the most delicious Dalgona coffee for everyone in the clinic on Wednesday, and we spent some time talking about general surgery residency and the lifestyle of a general surgeon. It seems so doable, like I really can achieve it if I want to. He said that as long as I'm willing to work hard in residency, then there's no doubt I will make it as a surgeon. "If I can do it, anyone can do it", he said. I've really been thinking about it this week, and I haven't shied away from it yet. I really need to talk with Dr. Small or Dr. Tieman about this soon! 

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Okay, now for the biggest highlight of the week! Dr. Le had an 8 hour surgical case on Thursday. Yes, EIGHT hours! I'm going to document it here because I don't want to forget a single detail! 

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Our patient was a 31 y/o M with a history of Crohn's disease. He underwent a terminal ileum resection when he was 18, but he suffered a complication in which his anastomotic sutures burst and he had to undergo emergency surgery, which left him with an ileostomy for the last 13 years. Over the last few years, he started to develop an unsightly bulge from the ileostomy site, which turned into a massive parastomal hernia. Our surgery was going to reverse the ileostomy, which entailed removing the bag and anastomosing what was left of the viable colon and small bowel together. We also were planning to resect the atrophied areas of the colon, and also fix the parastomal hernia with mesh. 

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We started the surgery at 10:40am with the robot. When I first looked at our patient on the OR table, I was very surprised to see that he had bowel peeking through his ostomy site. I was suddenly overwhelmed with sadness and determination -- how terrible must he have felt to have lived with such an obvious deformity? And also, we needed to fix this for him. It took about 1.5 hours just to take down all the adhesions that had built up in the patient's abdominal cavity. It wasn't until about an hour into it that we realized we were still in the pre-peritoneal area. Regardless, we finally identified the hernia, in which there was a gigantic opening in the patient's belly. After Dr. Le finished the adhesiolysis process as much as he could, we stepped out to re-prep and drape the patient for an open ileostomy reversal. It was about 1:30pm now, and we had the opportunity to break sterile field, grab a quick bite to eat, rehydrate, and then come back in. I ran down to the cafeteria and stuffed my face with meatloaf and mashed potatoes, then ran back to the OR. At this point, I had to rescrub and gown, and got to help Dr. Le as his first assist until Kelsey (the PA and actual first assist) returned. We opened up the ileostomy, and for the first time, I got to see what real, exposed bowels looked like. They were very red, a looked really squishy! It was strange because I initially thought the bowel would be a robust, muscular thing like the arteries, but I was very wrong - they were extremely soft, slimy, and squishy. It almost felt like if you didn't hold on enough, they'd slip right through your fingers! Anyway, after much digging and manipulation, Dr. Le and Kelsey found that the patient still had his cecum and his appendix! This meant that his initial surgery, in which his terminal ileum was supposed to be removed, was not actually correct, and the patient most likely had his mid-ileum resected. So, that meant we performed two small bowel resections - one of his cecum and appendix, and then one with the rest of the ileum that was atrophied from disuse. Then, Dr. Le re-anastomosed the ascending colon to the proximal ileum, and we checked to ensure the anastomosis worked by turning on the robotic camera to see the indocyanine green dye (which Dr. Le inserted into the ileostomy prior to doing the bowel resections) make its way through the perfusing parts of the intestines. It was such a smart, cool invention!

 

Once we finished the anastomosis, it was time to repair the hernia. Dr. Le wanted to use the robot to fix it, so we had to re-prep and drape the patient again, change our gowns and gloves, etc. We attempted to go in robotically, but it was difficult to find the layers of the abdomen since we had manipulated so much of it. So, because of all that, Dr. Le decided to do an open hernia repair. He made a midline incision from xiphoid to umbilicus, and the patient's bowels were completely exposed! We had to do this in order to better visualize the layers of the abdomen, figure out our approach to placing the mesh, and finish lysing the adhesions. The hiatus of the hernia measured 15cm in diameter, easily the largest one I'd seen yet. After suturing the hole closed, we reinforced it with Phasix, an absorbable mesh. Once that was in place, we closed the right side incision using staples. Now, we had to figure out how we were going to close the midline. 

 

Since we had sutured the hernia hiatus, we pulled a lot of the musculature to the right, and since it was so tight, we were having trouble getting the bowels to stay in while we pulled the skin closed. It was at this point though, that the CRN asked if we wanted him to give a muscle relaxant to the patient. After this was done, we were able to successfully close the patient and finish the surgery. 

 

Dr. Le asked me to come in early on Friday morning and to pre-round on the patient. He then wanted me to present the case during Check-Out at 7:15am. I came into the hospital at 6am to look at the patient's chart and gather as much information that I could about his progress during the night. Then, I went up to the floor and talked with his nurse, who told me all the great details that I needed to know. Our patient was actually doing very well despite the major surgery he had and all the bowel manipulation. He was awake and fully oriented, he walked about 150 feet in the middle of the night, his urine output was good, and all of his vitals were stable. I was shocked! He was also just the sweetest patient, and kept saying how thankful he was that Dr. Le agreed to do this surgery. He had been rejected by 3 other surgeons prior to meeting with Dr. Le. It felt really good to know that we had helped someone regain their quality of life. Though he has a long journey of recovery ahead of him, I know he's going to work hard to make it through this. Again, what an honor it is to be able to make such a difference in patients' lives! 

 

To finish off the week, I was able to ask Dr. Le for a letter of recommendation, which he said he'd be happy to write for me. Then, I finally got to run a Sims case with Dr. Peacock, David Langley, and Ashley, a PA student! I'm really going to miss working with Dr. Le, but it gives me joy to know that I still have another month of Surgery left! 

 

Week 7: October 11 - 17

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The Highs: 

  • Procedures This Week: 

    • Parathyroidectomy​

    • Laparoscopic cholecystectomy

    • Port-a-cath removal

    • Hiatal hernia repair + Transoral Inciscionless Fundoplication

    • Hiatal hernia repair + Nissen fundoplication

    • Bilateral inguinal hernia repair + bilateral vasectomy 

    • Aborted umbilical hernia repair 

  • Learned SO MUCH with Dr. Le ​

  • Was re-taught the two-handed tie by Dr. Harkabus, and learned the one-handed tie from Dr. Amy Beauprez! 

  • Had my finger in a patient's neck - and felt the carotid sheath and the brachiocephalic artery!

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The Lows: 

  • Some guilt... 

  • A little bit... or maybe a lot... of exhaustion
     

Overall rating of the week: 9/10

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I. absolutely. LOVE. Dr. Le. He is a force to be reckoned with in the OR, he's so badass, he's incredibly kind and sincere, and he's just awesome! I was paired with him for three days this week, and already I feel like I've learned more than I was expecting to on this rotation. On Monday, Dr. Le's first surgery was a parathyroidectomy in a patient who was diagnosed with primary hyperparathyroidism. Upon initial opening of the patient, Dr. Le quickly recognized that this was not going to be a minimally invasive surgery, and opted to make a larger incision in the patient's neck. After dissecting through the platysma and the other musculature in the neck, we arrived at the thyroid. There was hard nodule on the anterior surface, so Dr. Le dissected it and sent it to pathology to check if it was the parathyroid gland. During surgery, you can send specimens for quick turnover to ensure that you removed the right organ, especially in small areas where there's difficult anatomy. The results came back negative for parathyroid tissue, so back into the neck we went, digging for the parathyroid adenoma. This whole time, Dr. Le was pimping me on hyperparathyroidism, hypercalcemia, and the parathyroidectomy. I was on fire in the OR, answering many of his questions with ease, but stumbling on a few of the super nit-picky, detailed questions like, how much does a normal parathyroid gland weigh? The answer is about 1-2mg -- and it's the size of a grain of rice! Dr. Le's second attempt at removal of the gland was also unsuccessful, as he only took out some adipose tissue. At this point, the anesthesiologist injected methylene blue dye, which is attracted to highly vascular structures like the parathyroid glands, and would help Dr. Le locate where this gland is. While we were waiting for the dye to work, he let me stick my finger into the patient's neck, and feel the strong pulsation of the brachiocephalic artery. He also let me palpate the carotid sheath, which was just mind-blowing. I've only ever seen these structures in a cadaver, so to actually feel these arteries pound was exhilarating

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When the dye finally worked, Dr. Le was dismayed to discover that the parathyroid gland was actually lodged within the carotid sheath -- this was going to be a difficult dissection, with lots of risk for damaging nerves and accidentally puncturing the carotid artery. However, with expert skill, Dr. Le managed to beautifully dissect a 10,000mg (YES, IT WAS THAT HUGE!) parathyroid adenoma from this patient. We then confirmed with pathology that it was parathyroid tissue, and double confirmed it by checking the patient's blood for PTH levels -- the half-life of PTH is about 4-6 minutes, so if we excised the right gland, then we'd see a 50% drop in PTH 4-6 minutes after resection-- and we did! What a thrilling surgery! 

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On Tuesday, I got to scrub in with Dr. Harkabus on his laparoscopic cholecystectomy. He let me hold the camera the entire time, and was very thorough in teaching me the anatomy! I was working beside the 3rd year resident, Dr. Amy Beauprez, who is incredible and so sweet and so nice! When we finished the surgery, Dr. Harkabus asked me to hand tie my sutures closed-- except I hadn't done a hand-tie since July. After some explanation, he allowed me to instrument tie, but made it a point to sit me down afterwards to teach me how to do a two-handed surgical knot. His patience with me was amazing, and my hands quickly remembered how to perform the hand-tie. Afterwards, Amy and I walked to the physicians' lounge, and she was kind enough to teach me the one-handed surgical knot! Since that morning, I've been practicing my ties every day, and I've gotten pretty good at all of them, with both hands! It's actually really fun, and it's a skill that I never want to lose. 

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For the rest of the week, I was with Dr. Le. He basically told me that he was going to have my rotation coordinator switch my main preceptor from Dr. Barloco to him for the rest of the month. As much as I was 99% okay with this, there was that 1% of me that felt bad for leaving Dr. Barloco without getting a chance to work with him again. I also didn't know how to tell him that I was going to be working under Dr. Le for the rest of the month-- it just seemed unprofessional of me to do that. However, everyone was telling me that it was alright because the students usually get tossed between all the surgeons during their rotations. Still though, I feel bad. I do recognize though, that I need to take advantage of the opportunity to learn from Dr. Le, especially because he's so willing to teach! I had a really fantastic week with him, and on Thursday, his first assist told me I should consider plastic surgery because my sutures were laid down perfectly. On Friday, during my usual pimping session, Dr. Le was very encouraging and kept telling me that I was going great when I was stuck on a question -- he told me that I was getting further along in our simulated case scenario than most of his previous students, and that my knowledge base is very solid. I felt reassured that hey, maybe I did know a thing or two. 

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I also got to see Dr. Le perform a hiatal hernia repair with two different methods - one with a TIF done by Dr. Panah (GI), and one with the traditional Nissen fundoplication. Both procedures were awesome, and were so incredible to watch! 

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I'm not going to lie, but I really enjoyed this week with Dr. Le, so much that I'm even considering the idea of doing surgery for my career. I don't know if it's because I have an amazing preceptor who makes me excited to learn and perform surgery, or if it's because I genuinely can see myself doing this for the rest of my life... it's a good thing I have another month of this before I'm finished, because I think I need that time to figure out the answer. 

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Week 6: October 4 - 10

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The Highs: 

  • Started my surgery rotation! Saw two incisional hernia repairs, a laparoscopic cholecystectomy, and a laparoscopic appendectomy

  • Was on-call for the first time and got called in! 

  • Scrubbed in for the first time

  • Learned a new suture from Dr. Barloco 

  • Sutured on a real patient for the first time!  

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The Lows: 

  • Learning to fight for my education 
     

Overall rating of the week: 7/10

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I felt both nervous and excited as I started my surgery rotation at NCMC. I showed up to Check-Out at 07:15 on Monday morning, looking forward to meeting Dr. Barloco, and also seeing some surgeries! Unfortunately, I was dealing with some tendinitis in my right wrist due to over-using my muscles while doing suture practice over the weekend. However, if I was going to get the opportunity to suture, you bet I was going to take it! 

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My first day, Dr. Barloco had several surgeries lined up, including two incisional hernias to be repaired with mesh on the DaVincii XI robot. The entire process of inserting the trochars into the patient, then connecting the robot is so fascinating. I think what's more insane is watching Dr. Barloco sit near the robot controls, and then peeking behind me to see the actual robot with four arms perform the surgery -- wild! The lap-chole was also performed on the robot, and our patient had awesome anatomy. I watched as Dr. Barloco expertly created the critical window, which gave him confidence that he wouldn't lyse through the hepatic artery as he detached the gallbladder. 

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Despite just being in my OR scrubs and sitting in a chair for most of the day, I was still happy to be in the OR, and happy to be back in surgery. 

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My second day, Tuesday, I had clinic-- yes, CLINIC! This may sound silly, but I didn't know that surgeons also saw patients outside of the OR. Again, that seems so silly, but in my mind, and an all my previous experience with surgery, I only saw surgeons in the OR, never outside of it! Most of the patients we saw were post-op re-evaluations, but I was surprised at the continuity of care that surgeons must maintain. They see many of their patients in clinic prior to scheduling the surgery to make sure that there's actually a necessity for the procedure. Sometimes, that can be done in one visit, but sometimes that process can take months! Then, the surgery happens, and if the patient stays overnight in the hospital, the surgeon usually rounds on him/her in the morning. Finally, about 1-2 weeks post-surgery, the surgeon sees the patient again in the clinic for a post-op evaluation! Who knew?! 

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My mind was blown with this realization, and I started thinking that maybe surgery wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Things sort-of took a turn though after that day 2. You see, my preceptor doesn't talk very much. He likes to keep to himself, but always encourages me to ask questions when I have them. However, I specifically told him that I learn best when we discuss topics, and when he asks me questions about the topics. Unfortunately, no matter how much I showed that I was eager to learn, and how much I pushed my preceptor to take an interest in me, there just wasn't improvement. On top of that, I discovered that the preceptor I was paired with is the least busy of all the surgeons in this group, and only has two days out of the month that he operates. One of those days was my very first day of rotation. This was incredibly disheartening to hear. The final straw was when he told me that he would be going out-of-town from Friday this week until Tuesday next week. He had no patients scheduled for Wednesday, so I wouldn't see him again for an entire week. That's a long time when I only have 3 weeks of this rotation since I used my first week for RVU's Surgery Prep week. I knew that I needed to talk to someone about this, and push to have more experiences this month. 

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The first person I thought of reaching out to was Dr. Ross. After explaining my situation, he gave me some guidance in who to talk with next, which was my surgery course director, Dr. Robinson. Once I had her involved, things were smooth sailing! The nurses at NCMC's surgery clinic took me under their wing and created a new schedule for me to stick to next week! After my preceptor finished seeing his clinic patients on Thursday, I was able to see patients with Dr. Harkabus for the rest of the day. Immediately the difference in teaching styles was apparent -- Dr. Harkabus was firing questions at me left and right, testing my knowledge and encouraging me to take educated guesses when I didn't know the answers. I could tell how much he loved to teach, even though he's only part-time now and heading towards retirement. Still, I greatly appreciated his teaching moments, and was very grateful for the opportunity to work with him! 

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Next week, I'm going to be scrubbing in with Dr. Le on Monday, then scrubbing in with Dr. Harkabus on Tuesday, and then seeing patients in clinic with Dr. Le on Wednesday until Dr. Barloco returns on Thursday. I'm so excited! 

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Lastly, Dr. Barloco was on-call this Thursday afternoon-Friday morning. After I left the clinic, I was browsing aisles at Target when I got a phone call from him that we had an emergent laparoscopic appendectomy coming in! Quickly, I rushed out of the store and sped back to the hospital. I changed back into my OR scrubs and was in OR 5 just in time for the procedure to start. To my surprise, Dr. Barloco told me to scrub in! So I went back outside, ran my jacket to my locker, and then ran back to the outside OR station. Thankful that I had watched the video on how to scrub earlier this week, I went through the motions of scrubbing. Start with the nail cleaner. Then 10 circular scrubs to the fingertips. 10 back-and-forth scrubs to each surface of the fingers, then the palms, dorsums of my hands, then my forearms, and the distal part of my upper arm. Hands dripping, I backed into the OR, where the scrub tech handed me a towel to dry my hands. I put my surgical gown on for the first time, followed by my 6.5 sized gloves, and now, I was ready for surgery. I watched the whole thing, but at the end, when I thought I was going to be done, Dr. Barloco asked me to approach the table closer. He requested for two sets of needle drivers and sutures, and suddenly, I was watching him as he showed me how to do a subcuticular interrupted suture on this patient. After seeing him do it twice, I was finally given my opportunity. He observed as I placed the sutures into the patient, and instrument-tied them closed. He was incredibly patient with me, and I was so grateful for the chance to DO something! It was amazing and I loved it, and even though he was so tough to get to teach me, him taking that step meant everything. I think that, despite what others say, he does want to be a teacher, but he struggles to connect with people. This may sound pretentious, but I do hope that I can be the one student that inspires him to step out of his comfort zone. 

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Overall, this was a rocky, bittersweet start to my first week of real surgery. But I have high hopes for the upcoming weeks! 

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Dr. Barloco's OR schedule on my first day of surgery! 10-5-2020

Week 5: September 27 - October 3

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The Highs: 

  • This is the start of my Surgery Week at RVU! 

  • Got to practice lots of suturing at Dr. Robinson's house on Friday

  • Great to see so many of my friends and peers via Zoom! 

  • I was nominated for Student Doctor of the Year

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The Lows: 

  • A lot of work -- but it was worth it! 
     

Overall rating of the week: 7/10

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Surgery Week! I had no idea what to expect, but just went with the flow anyhow! The course was led by Dr. Brigitta Robinson (what a cool name, right?) and consisted of three full days of intensive surgery education. I was responsible for creating my own case presentation on a patient presenting with symptoms of a partial small bowel obstruction, as well as developing a presentation with my peer on the rules of giving Antibiotic Prophylaxis in surgery. These were both due on Tuesday, and on top of this, I had to read 8 chapters in preparation for a quiz on Tuesday, too! Wednesday consisted of much of the same -- listening to my peers' presentations and learning about surgical medications, anesthesia, pre- and post-op complications and preparation, as well as airway management, DVTs, wound healing, and more. The week ended with a final exam and a surgical instrument identification exam. 

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Despite COVID-19 restrictions, Dr. Robinson was kind enough to open her home to a few students who wanted to practice suturing prior to starting our rotations this coming Monday. I was able to work on my simple interrupted sutures, as well as my running suture and subcutaneous sutures! Take a look at my progress below! Otherwise, that's all that really happened this week -- my mind is bombarded with all this new information that I need to know, and even though this week has proven that the whole analogy of medical students drinking firehoses of water still persists even in 3rd year, I feel rejuvenated, excited, and eager to begin this next rotation. Surgery, here I come! 

Timelapse: Practicing My Subcuticular Suture + Burying the Knot!

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Suture Practice!

Week 4: September 20 - 26

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The Highs: 

  • Learned about Dr. Nwizu's research and offered to help

  • Participated in two cyst removal procedures 

  • Practiced closing an incision! 

  • Presented a case to my peers during didactics

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The Lows: 

  • This was my last week in my first Family Medicine Rotation 
     

Overall rating of the week: 8/10

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I'm late in writing this post, but I definitely wanted to talk about the highlights! I felt bittersweet going into this week, seeing as it was my final 5 days on my FM rotation. I planned to make my special chocolate-dipped shortbread cookies for everyone in the office on Thursday to show my gratitude towards everyone for being so kind to me over the last month. I stayed up until 2:30am on Thursday morning, but it was worth it to see all 140 cookies gone by the end of the day. You should've seen my kitchen counter -- every free surface was covered in cookies! 

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For didactics, I presented a case about a patient I saw who came in with persistent lower abdominal pain. During his first visit with Dr. Nwizu, he was diagnosed with a musculoskeletal strain due to the mechanism of injury that he described at the time. 3 weeks later, he was still having pain, which was when I first saw him. The patient told me he had lost 17 pounds in the last month, and that he attributed it to his change in diet. However, 17 pounds is a lot, especially since it was unintentional weight-loss! He had a family history of bladder cancer, so we worked him up for that and obtained a CT abdomen/pelvis as well as full set of lab studies. At this visit, he also told me that he had contacted his doctors in Mexico, who prescribed him two courses of antibiotics, an anti-inflammatory medication, and an herbal supplement, all of which did not resolve the patient's pain. He came back 3 days later, anxious and still complaining of pain. However, all of his labs and his scans were normal -- so what could be going on? He told us that between his last visit and now, he had called all of his siblings to tell them about his abdominal pain and discovered that his brother was experiencing similar pain. He also called his doctor in Mexico again, and was diagnosed with ulcerative colitis. Unfortunately, this patient was not experiencing any of the classic signs or symptoms of UC -- no hematochezia, no crampy pain, no changes in stool habits. Anyway, at the end of the day, my preceptor and I discussed the possibility of him having a Somatoform disorder, in particular, Somatic Symptom Disorder, in which the patient believes he has a physical complaint, and experiences the symptoms, but does not actually have anything pathological going on. It was a wild case, and I'm glad I had the opportunity to present it to my Family Medicine Course Director and my classmates! 

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On Thursday, my preceptor and I sat down to fill out my evaluation for the month. I was fairly nervous, since I had been feeling very up and down about my performance throughout my time at the clinic, and my preceptor is a difficult person to read! I was expecting him to be brutally honest on my evaluation, and to tell me where I could improve and what I lacked this month. However, I was completely astonished when he told me that I had performed exceptionally well, and gave me the highest grades on every question. He told me that my OMT skills were the best he'd seen, and that I'm performing well above the standard. I felt incredibly shocked, humbled, and emotional. Despite all of my blunders this month with not knowing the answers to questions, sometimes forgetting parts of my physical exams, and sometimes having too narrow of a differential, Dr. Nwizu still thought highly of me and was kind enough to write fantastic things about me on my evaluation. I was so grateful, and I learned that as long as I am sincere and I put my best foot forward, people will see me for who I am and recognize my potential. When I was feeling so many moments of self-doubt, Dr. Nwizu took that all away by filling my cup with reassurance and praise. I'm so grateful -- and even though I feel nervous as heck going into my next rotation, the confidence he instilled within me will carry me through, I'm sure of it. 

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Finally, on my last day of clinic, I was able to help remove two cysts in a patient -- one was behind his left ear, and the other was at the base of his neck. I got to see the marvelous effects of lidocaine with epinephrine, as it vasoconstricts and helps decrease bleeding in even the most vascular areas. After we removed the neck cyst (which exploded pus all over Dr. Nwizu's scrubs, glasses, and mask, by the way-- yikes!), Dr. Nwizu let me close the incision using Nylon sutures, and I was able to practice my instrument tie. I inserted two simple interrupted sutures with seven knots each. Dr. Nwizu did the first one. Even though it doesn't seem like much, I was grateful for the opportunity to practice some suturing skills before starting my surgery rotation! 

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Dr. Nwizu had to quickly leave the clinic after that patient, so we didn't have any heartfelt goodbyes. However, I'm sure we'll stay in touch and I hope to work with him on getting his research off the ground soon! 

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I was able to say goodbye to Melanie, the best MA, who was always so kind, nurturing, and encouraging to me this whole month. I'm going to miss both her and Dr. Nwizu so much!

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Myself, Melanie, and Dr. Nwizu on my last day in clinic!
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Week 3: September 13 - 19

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The Highs: 

  • Assisted with a vasectomy procedure!

  • Practiced more Papsmears and Breast exams! 

  • Used OMT to help someone relieve their headache pain! 

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The Lows: 

  • Not too many this week 
     

Overall rating of the week: 8/10

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This week, I got to help out with a vasectomy! The patient was the nicest guy -- he was actually the father of the baby boy that was delivered the prior weekend! â€‹â€‹â€‹â€‹â€‹â€‹â€‹Mel and I were at the clinic before Dr. Nwizu arrived; we kept the patient room a toasty 80 degrees, because it helps relax the anatomy that we were going to be "operating" on. When we were ready to begin the procedure, we first numbed the area using 1% Lidocaine without epinephrine. Then, Dr. Nwizu used ring forceps to grab onto the vas deferens, and another pair of forceps to make a puncture wound into the testicle (that's right, he didn't use a scalpel!). Once that was done, we clamped off about 2 cm of the vas, tied two sutures around two areas of the length, then cut out about 1.5cm of vas to send to pathology. We then tied off the ends again, mostly to decrease any chance of sperm spillage and also reattachment. Then, we repeated the entire process to the other testicle. The whole time, I was conversing with the patient about our worldly travels, being foodies, and his kids. It helped to distract him from the pain, since he had quite the sailor's mouth on him! 

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On Thursday, I had a patient come in for reevaluation of a constant headache that she had beginning 1 day prior. It was throbbing so badly that she went to the ED to be evaluated the day before too. She stated that she still felt dizzy, fatigued, and she hadn't been able to shake her headache. She had no imaging done in the ED, and was basically just given Toradol and discharged. After Dr. Nwizu had finished gathering her history and performing her physical exam, I asked if I could treat her with OMT. We moved into a treatment room, and I was able to perform muscle energy to the patient's cervical spine and thoracic spine. I also did a cranial sinus drainage, and finished my treatment with a good ol' suboccipital release. Since her traps were super tight, I even added in a short massage. Afterwards, the patient said she hadn't felt that good since her headache started, and it was about 90% resolved. She raved to Mel and Dr. Nwizu about it, and even asked how long I was going to be working in the clinic so she could come back and see me. It felt amazing to be able to use the techniques I had learned in lab to help this patient. It felt even more amazing to hear that she experienced rapid relief of her symptoms and was feeling so much better. I felt so proud to be a D.O. in that moment, to be able to provide service to this patient that she hadn't received before. I even saved her from having to get the CT Brain that Dr. Nwizu was planning to order on her! That not only would have cost her money, but also would have induced a lot of radiation that she didn't need. That day, I truly felt more like a doctor, and less like a student. I could see what I've been working towards my entire life, and it felt good

Week 2: September 6 - 12

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The Highs: 

·        (Sort of) saw/heard the delivery of a beautiful baby boy! 

·        Performed a pelvic exam and a Papsmear! 

·        Removed an IUD 

·        Met some patients with history of unique pathology! 

The Lows: 

·        IMPOSTER SYNDROME.

Overall rating of the week: 6.5/10

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Last Sunday morning, at 4am, I got a call from Dr. Nwizu telling me that our 40 week, 4 day pregnant patient had gone into labor. I went back to Parker to celebrate my fiance's 27th birthday, so I scrambled to gather my things and booked my way back up to Greeley. Along the drive, Dr. Nwizu called me again, asking me how far I was from the hospital-- I looked at my ETA, which said I was still about 35 minutes away... he said our patient was now 8cm dilated. I knew I was going to miss this delivery, and the feeling of disappointment and dread washed over me. He kept me on the phone as he coached the patient through her breathing techniques. I heard her screaming in pain, I heard the nurses and Dr. Nwizu counting to ten and telling her to "Push!", and at 05:20am, I heard the first cries of her brand new, healthy baby boy. I teared up in my car, a mix of joy that her delivery went well, but also some sadness that I had missed out on such a beautiful experience. Luckily, I had witnessed live birth in previous clinical experiences I had, but I still felt guilty for having missed it. I arrived to the L&D unit at 05:35am, just 15 minutes after the birth. I changed in to scrubs and entered the delivery room, where Dr. Nwizu profusely apologized to me for not having the patient hold on longer! I was astonished, because it was completely my fault for having missed the delivery, but Dr. Nwizu just said, "It was the fastest labor I've witnessed!", and continued to make me feel less bad about missing out. There was a resident in the room repairing the patient's 2nd degree laceration. I watched as Dr. Nwizu guided her with the needle and sutures, occasionally looking up to admire the parents as they cooed over their baby boy. Once we finished cleaning the patient up, Dr. Nwizu let me perform the first newborn assessment on baby boy. I felt his crossed over cranial bones beneath my fingers, the soft, squishiness of his fontanelle; I secured his head as I looked into his eyes with the ophthalmoscope to check for a red reflex, measured the distance between his nipples to check for Turner syndrome, and palpated for his testes to ensure no cryptorchidism. I mutated into Barlow as I attempted to dislocate baby boy's hips, and then metamorphosed into Ortolani as I reduced his femurs back into their acetabulums. All the while, baby boy was beautiful and perfect and pink.... Once I was finished, Dr. Nwizu and I discussed postpartum hemorrhage, and then, shortly after 7am, we went home.  

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The rest of the week was full of highs and lows. I received my Step 1 score on Wednesday, which I was beyond relieved to see that I passed, but I was also disappointed that after all the work I put in this summer, my score was not what I was hoping for. Still, even though I know this means I have an uphill battle ahead of me to get to where I want to be, you can be sure that I'm not giving up, and I'm going to try my hardest to make my dreams into reality. After that low, I started to feel a bit of imposter syndrome-- could I really do this? I know I'm being tested on so many different facets-- my clinical knowledge, my bedside manner, my team-player capabilities, etc, but could I really be good enough to make it as a doctor? Some doubt sank in... a feeling that I haven't had in a long time. I used to feel like I belonged in the realm of medicine. I belonged at RVU. But honestly, this path that I chose for myself is so challenging sometimes, and the difficulty likes to sneak up on me in the most random moments to make me question my choices. I'm lucky to have such an amazing support system in Colorado-- the friends I've made here, plus my amazing roommate Hannah, plus my fiance who uprooted his life to help me through my medical school journey... I couldn't be more thankful. My parents and my support system here are what keep me going, and I know that I'll be out of this slump soon. 

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Next week, I'll get to help perform a vasectomy! Exciting times on Family Medicine! 

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Barlow versus Ortolani maneuvers

Week 1: August 31 - September 5 

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The Highs: 

·        Started my clinical rotations! 

·        Saw my first circumcision!! 

·        Learned a TON in just a few days

·        Saw some friends that I missed

The Lows: 

·        Exhausted after the first day -- it was a busy one! 

·        Lots of catching up to do in terms of studying and school requirements

Overall rating of the week: 7/10

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This week marks the beginning of my third year clinical rotation journey! Finally! I am beyond excited to be working with Dr. Chima Nwizu, M.D., at the Family Physicians Clinic in Greeley, CO. It's only my 3rd day since starting, and I've witnessed how to perform a newborn baby check, practiced my OMT skills on a number of real patients, meticulously watched a circumcision on an 8 day old infant (since I'll be the one performing it next time!), and participated in my first didactics session! My preceptor, Dr. Nwizu, is board-certified in Family Medicine, OB-GYN, and Obesity Medicine. On top of all this, he specializes in lipidology (cholesterol medicine), and he is one of a handful of physicians in Greeley that performs immigration physicals. The scope of family practice is incredibly broad, and the amount of knowledge one must know in order to see such a variety of patients has truly astounded me. It's different from my previous experience in the Emergency Department, because instead of receiving lab and imaging results right away, in Family Medicine, one must wait until the patients gets his/her labs drawn, and then must wait days before receiving the lab results...this can sometimes be painstakingly slow, especially when you just want to get down to the bottom of the problem right away! Alas, this rotation is teaching me the value of patience, and also the surprising joy of continuously seeing the same people each month (or couple of months). 

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Today, I was over the moon happy to see some familiar faces in didactics! My classmates who are also rotating in Greeley and I arrived at North Colorado Medical Center for our weekly lectures. We practiced casting and splinting on each other, took colposcopy biopsies, and finished with journal club on an article about HPV self-screening in underserved women. We even played a round of Jeopardy! with the residents, which was really fun and competitive!

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So far, I've been enjoying the patient interactions, and I honestly feel like I'm finally getting to put all my knowledge and what I've learned these last two years into practice, which is an amazing feeling. Getting pimped isn't too bad either -- I was worried that I would have trouble explaining my thoughts and train of thinking out loud, but Dr. Nwizu has been more than supportive and kind.... and I know more than I realized! Haha. 

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My first day of clinical rotations at the Family Physicians Clinic of Greeley! 

Practicing my sugar tong splint on my good friend and colleague, Alexander

First Didactics session at NCMC! Smiling with Ali and Alexander

Brushing up on my colposcopy skills by taking biopsies on my "hot dog" cervix!

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